Dream of father
[ Home ]Had a dream last night. I was in Paris after all. It felt like the start
of something. It also felt like the end of something. But the end of
one thing is always the start of another, it is then hard to tell. I was
waiting for my dad, he was the only one I have around, but he was
distant. He promised me to take me to Lafayette after work. So I spent
sometime in the street by myself. I noticed that there is a voice
message left for me and it is some one from my childhood. She said that
she could take me for shopping. I tried to call back but the line was
forever stuck, forever not getting through.
I wandered a while,
my dad suddenly showed up, asking me what I was doing here. He was off
work earlier than I expected. I looked up, realized that I was off the
direction to Lafayette, lost in a neighborhood nearby. I turned around
and followed him, we didn’t speak much.
He is a senior, someone I
rely on, someone has his own life but would never abandon me. And I am
his attachment as he is mine. We don’t live for each other, but we are
connected in the root. I am safe with him, but he never knows that I am
lonely, he would think that’s an absurd idea; or maybe he knows, but he
doesn’t know what to do about it. He loves me and does his best for me, I
almost feel guilty for that we’d forever be connected yet forever
distant. He is lonely too, I think. Because he always seems absent
minded. We are all the same, everyone, and no one could ever save
another from himself.
But we are now going to Lafayette together, and then we will see what to do once we are there.
That’s my last thought in the dream before I woke up. I was walking a little bit in front of him.
To be happy woman with your family
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