how time flies
[ Home ]how time flies! it's the end of March.i seem to haven't written diaries for ages.today i'll just talk about what happened this month.
it seems to happened so many things in this month.i have gone to take my entrance examination of the day school at 16th March.guess the result?–i didn't pass.i was failed.–guess my mood? yes,disappointed.but actually there were mixed feeling in my mind.i've just thought,maybe i just don't suit in day school.i just thought,if i didn't pass,then let it be.because if i keep on study in the night school, i still can get a recommendation to Macao University.i can still have a nice prospect in Macao University.and i can use my free time to study English and Portuguese,which are my hobbies. but if i go to the day school,i probably will not have so much time to do these.thought about it, it wasn't too bad to study in the night school.one of the things of night school that i didn't like was the courses(especially the English course)was too easy.i just feel like i didn't learn too much from the school–but now it can become a benifit–because the course was easy,so i would have more free time,then i can use the time to dig into English–for my IELTS exam and to pave the way of my abroadation.
by the way,it was the interview that i didn't pass.i just told them i have anxious problems and i can't solve the stress of studying (i didn't want to tell them.but i have to be honest.)maybe the interviewer just thought that the day school didn't suit me because of the stress of it is so heavy which i can't support it.or maybe also because i didn't show the desire and the sincerity of how much that i wanted to go to the day school.and also maybe because i was too old–i am 19 now, and i will become 20 this year. the students in the day school must finish their school before 21 years old. in all, i'm a bit overage.and whatever the reason was,failure is failure.and now i don't want to discuss this anymore.i will keep on study on the night school and i will still have a bright future. trust myself.i can do it!
maybe that's all about it for today.i'm talking a bit too much. i am on the way to zhuhai and i'll get hone soon.bye.
let's make a summary of this week
i feel absolutely fabulous today